I also understand why there are hermits in the world, my friend hahaha.

Regarding your personalities. The other day Jordan Petterson said that the key to a long, healthy marriage is finding someone who you can show your snakes to and who won't be scared, and vice versa.

The answer you gave to the anti-trauma guy was great. I would have told him, "I don't know if it's necessary or not, but tomorrow the sun will rise and there will be more screwed up people to help. And only those who know what it means to go through a similar hell can do it. Ergo, survive the Trauma has a lot of value. So much so that without trauma survivors there would be no Alcoholics Anonymous."

With respect to your love for Jesus. I have a theory, "We have a seed of spirituality inside (Jesus) the one who waters it, has somewhere to go when he passes to the afterlife, the one who doesn't water it, has nowhere to go when earthly life ends.

That is to say that we create paradise by watering that seed (Jesus) with faith.

Thank you very much for your comment, my friend.