In 2017 when I started writing, I was full of pride, I believed I was the best Spanish-speaking poet. And he was a bad writer. When I detached myself from the result and wrote from the inside, everything improved.
In the end it is about being the pencil of the holy spirit. The important thing is to stay sharp.
What we achieve in return is better than recognition. In my case, feeling good.
In your case, free yourself from anxiety.
Very good article.