Thank you very much for sharing your story with me. I was touched.
The demons never leave. And the worst thing is to believe so.
For example, now I am very stable and I don't have anxiety, nor do I feel like I'm missing out on something by not doing the crazy things I used to do.
But I know that those demons are silent killers that are waiting for any crack to slip through: a beer, a cigarette, whatever.
They are always inside.
Sometimes I say we play hide and seek with them.
But we can continue without having our lives ruined if we do not forget that they are observing us