Wow, thank you so much for being so generous and explaining it to me. (You blow my mind)
Now everything closes for me.
When I was working in a multinational company, I saw a book with a cover of a green cat, I didn't know the author then, and the book was Kafka on the shore.
That book, I started it and didn't finish it, a year later, I picked it up again and read ten more books by Haruki.
All I know is that after that I became a writer.
Thank you very much for your answer, it made me see things with a lot of perspective.